Under Glass
I keep the postcards under glass,
safe from dust and spills. Sheets of paper
with half-written poems often hide
them. You wouldn’t know anyway–they’re all
I’ve got that you’ve ever touched with your fingers.
It took the one card almost two weeks
to come the distance, the maze of roads,
bags, boxes, and post offices jammed with
other messages. When I clean up,
toss the unneeded drafts to the trash, or tuck
something good into a folder, I also take
out a card. Touch it. Maybe you’ve left
a little more than the ink upon its surface, a wisp
of perfume I can’t smell, a smudged fingerprint
I can’t see. It’s a wish, as thin as it gets,
one which I keep on the desk safe under glass.
And where you have to stay.
This is another poem I wrote back in the late 90s and again I can see where how I’m very much dealing with my transgender nature. I actually did have a desk with a thick glass pane on top of it and under which I had put some postcards I had received from people. To me, those postcards represented both disconnection and connection, how symbols both connect ideas but also serve as reminders of distance.